I am behind in writing and going back to the days I missed. I did have a conversation I likely would have written about, and it did go the way I feared, which is what was holding me back. I will write more about it in a Vulnerability Exercise
The conversation I had been avoiding was asking the guy I’ve had a handful of dates with if he would like to get intimate. I fear rejection. That is one of the common themes I have with sex and dating in general is rejection. He is the first man I have had more than two dates with in a long, long time. I wouldn’t call what I did with the Tax Guy dating. But he was the last man that I spent time with on several occasions. He sort of rejected be about sex but mainly because I put up a boundary and wouldn’t sleep with him without protection,