I wish I valued playfulness and experimentation, but I am way too much of a rule follower to do any sort of experimentation, I’ve never smoked pot (or done other drugs) D.A.R.E. is probably to thank or blame for that. Sometimes, I feel sorta left out of that club, especially not having done pot – especially now that it is legal. I think I just don’t like the idea of being out of control, and part of me worries that I would like it and become a pothead. I also wish I could be (more) playful, I am just too serious most of the time. I think I really need to be comfortable with someone to be playful around them. Probably goes along with being vulnerable – being silly requires one to let their guard down. Can I get there?
Put an announcement up here if you would like!
